Dejavu…

We associate our heartbreak
with the place it happened At,
We feel the same emotions of the pain
on that place again and again,
What’s the fault of that place
that is fair to everyone,
that is just in its own way;
But what if the same place gives you
lifetime of happiness in one day,
What if The hurtful Moments
doesn’t even matter
in front of the Blissful days and nights..
Now will you still feel
that place is cursed or
it is just your memories?
Places are beautiful, historic, basic, grand, scenic..
Everything but cursed…
-Sylie

Temperamental crisis…

Do You Know Why I Kept Staying?
I Kept Staying Even After Your Words,
That Cut Deep Through My Heart
Like Poisonous Thorns;
You Think I Am Weak Because I Stayed,
I Stayed Even After You Pushed Me
To The Edge Of A Mountain
Universe apart Between Us.
You Think I Stayed Even After
All the Hurt Then I Must Hate Myself
And I Must Need You.
I Stayed Because I Loved
And I Have Never Seen Anyone
Getting Convicted For That ;
But You Scarred An Already Broken Person
And I Have Never Seen Anyone
Getting Noble Prizes for That ;
Maybe Now You Can Understand That
What I Did Represented Me
And What You Did Represented You…

-Sylie

Happy place as Silver…

As I am turning 25( Silver), I feel it’s an end of an era and start of something new. I don’t think there would be any better opportunity to be Grateful for my time on Earth. The below is a piece of my heart that is an attempt to be grateful for the things that made me who I am right now. Thank you everyone I came across in life and thank you all for reading and supporting me…

I hope you enjoy it..

HAPPY PLACE IS…

# The Time In Satlasana Where My Mother Would Run Around Me To Stop Me From Eating Soil… Hehe

# The Slideshow Of Memories That Makes Me Feel Happy To Be Alive.

# The First Time I Discovered My Love For Dance.
# My Junior School Where I Pushed My Boundaries To Explore Myself.

# The Step I Took To Get Out Of My Comfort Zone.

# The Swing In My House That Handled My Acrobatics Which It Only Knows About.
# The Auto rickshaw In My Junior School And The Mischief With My Adorable Childhood Friends.

# The Time I Explored My Playful Side And Lost Myself.

# My Grandparents Place Where I Could Escape My Life.

# Pune City That Gave Me Most Harshest But Incredible Memories To Help Me Grow Tremendously.

# My Pink And Blue Blanket On A Winter’s Sunday Morning.

# Time I Earned Friends In Whom I Could Confide.
# Cooking For My Loved Ones.
# Sitting besides My Father In Car When He Tries To Sing Along With Me.
# My Alone time That Frees Me From Meaningless Worries.
#The Time I Earn A Baby’s Confidence And Comfort The Little One.
# The Time My Mother Is My Best Friend And I Am Her’s.
# The Ocean Beach On A Rainy Day.
# The Time I Fell In Love With A Beautiful And Loving Soul That Treats Me Like I Am Brand New Miracle every time .

# The Space With Music And Candles.
# The Pen And A Blank Page That Relieves Me From My Pain.

# Those Shortest Yet Most Significant 9 Hours With That Almost Angelic Person Who Helped Me To Lift Myself.
# When I Realized I Am Enough.
# When I am Content And Peaceful That’s Why
MY HAPPY PLACE IS “NOW”.

-Sylie

The Phoenix rose from the grave…

Why You So Quiet When She Is Screaming Her Lungs Out,
They Violated Her Body And She Cut It Too,
But You Just Watch Quietly When She Is Screaming Loud.
Why You So Still When She Is Agitating Like A Trapped Bird,
Her Demons Are Winning While Her Guardian Angels Are Asleep,
But You Are Watching Still When She Is Trying To Escape.
Why You So Afraid When She Is The One Living Her Fears,
They Tore Her Apart When She Was Just A Kid,
But You Are So Afraid When She Is The One Living In Dread.
Why You So Cold When She Is Burning Alive,
She Showed You Her Darkest Past And You Used It Unwise,
Your Actions Said She Was Unworthy When She Also Disgusted Herself.
You Broke Her So Many Times That There Was Nothing More To Break ;
But That Was The Unknown Time The Phoenix Rose From Grave.
Now She Is Never Going To Look Back;
Now She Will Never Crave You More ;
She Will Never Let Herself Down Again The Way You Always Did.

What Changed You May Think That She Isn’t Anymore Low ;
Well She Felt Her Heart And She Knew She Was Gold;
She Understood Her Resilience, She Heard Her Roar;
That’s How She Knew She Was Always Enough And She Liberated Herself To Explore Her Soul…

She Was The Phoenix Who Rose From The Grave…

An introvert’s nest…

Come, I Want To Take You Somewhere,
It’s A Strange Place At First If You Have Never Been There Before;
But It Is Hauntingly Peaceful If You Stay There For More.

Come, I Want To Take You There,
Where Silence Is Accompanied By The Music Of Thunder And Rain ;
And The Candles Burn Brighter And Warmer In A Cold, Cozy Space.

Come, Let Me Take You Inside,
But Watch Out For Your Steps As You May Tread Upon
Stories Of Unknown Times ;
Blank Pages Lie There Craving For Their Tales,
But The Written Ones Hide The Secret Of The Pen.

Come, You Are Welcome Inside If You Promise Me One Thing ;
That You Will Leave Your Poker Shield In The Made up World Outside.

Come, You Can Be Real, No Conditions Applied ;
Because You Are Now Inside
An Introvert’s Nest…