Despised ally…

I Know You Don’t Like
Discomfort, Pain, Loneliness
And All Things Blue;
But These Are The Motivators Of The Best Life,
You Know It Too;
Maybe You Don’t Want To Accept
This Hard, Bitter Truth.
Yes The Time Spent Loving And Be Loved Is Blissful,
But It Will Hold You Back
If You Hold On Too Tight, Too Long..
The Shallow Breathing,
The Amplified Heartbeats,
The Heavy Heart
And The Flooding Eyes;
You Are Running Away From Them.
Run Till You Want To,
But Longer You Runaway,
Slower Your Mind Grows
And Weaker You Are Built.

Maybe It’s Time To Stop Running And Live It,
Because You Will Be Surprised
By The Rewards Of Resilience And Endurance
That You Unknowingly Wanted To Receive.
Don’t Run Away Because ‘To Be Alive’
Is To Bear Thunder And Rain
To Earn
The Beautiful Rainbow And Bright Sunny Day…

Reminiscence…

The Markings On Our Bodies From Birth Are Telling Stories,
These Markings Were The Farewell Gifts
That Our Souls Received To Carry On To New Life, To New Vessels.
They Tell A Tale That We Forgot
But Is Hidden In Our Deepest Core,
They Are Usually Unseen, They Are Usually Missed
By The Blinded Vision Of Present.
We Do Come Across Some People Who Observe These Markings
And Are Fascinated By Those Unheard And Unknown Sagas,
They Try To Imagine Where Those Stories Came From,
Maybe They Feel Close To Those Tales.
They Feel Safe With The Existence Of Those Untold Sagas ;
Maybe They Somewhere Came Across The Soul In front Of Them In Other World;
Maybe they Are Connected To Each Other
Through An Invisible Thread From Past.

You are my morning’s first ray..

This Is For You Papa,
You Are My Morning’s First Ray..

You Are My Morning’s first Ray, You Soothe Me Like It Soothe The Land,
It Does not Gets The Credit As The Beautiful Evening Sky And A Starry Night.
Just Like It Unveils The Dark Cloak After A Pitch Dark Scary Night,
You Are The One That Comes To Mind When I Fear Trouble.
Even Though You Don’t Say A Word For A Week,
But I Feel Your Heart That Misses Me Dearly.
I Could Only Say Thank You To Show My Gratitude,
But I Could Never Completely Express What You Really Mean To Me.
You Are All Divine And I Am Part Of You,
This Makes My Heart Shine Like A Sparkling Genuine Diam…

Mirage

What You See As Passive
Is Moving Places In A Way
You Can’t Ever Chase,
What You See As Dormant
Will Explode In The Blink Of An Eye
And Will Distort You Forever,
What You See As Submissive
Would Manipulate You Before
You Realize You Are
Tampered With,
What You See As Weird
Would Out Do Your Everything
Just By Their Mere Imagination;
So It’s Better Not To Assume
What You See And Underestimate
The Depth Of The Ocean,
Just By It’s Plane And Calm Surface;
Because It Will Engulf You
When You Least Expect..

-Sylie

Fighting the demon…

For my mother And her Brave Team…

A Child Was Born And It Was Time For Celebration,
But It Was All Shattered By The Missing Two Drops,
It All Changed By The Work Unknown And The Hard-work Untold.
Millions Of Children And Smiles On Their Face,
They Won’t Be Held Back By Disability Untamed.
You Are The Hero, You Are The Soldier,
You Are The Warrior Of Battles unseen.
It Is For Sure That You Won’t Back Down By The Ignorance Of The Mass,
Because Future Will Know You As Heroes Unsung…

-Sylie

Dejavu…

We associate our heartbreak
with the place it happened At,
We feel the same emotions of the pain
on that place again and again,
What’s the fault of that place
that is fair to everyone,
that is just in its own way;
But what if the same place gives you
lifetime of happiness in one day,
What if The hurtful Moments
doesn’t even matter
in front of the Blissful days and nights..
Now will you still feel
that place is cursed or
it is just your memories?
Places are beautiful, historic, basic, grand, scenic..
Everything but cursed…
-Sylie

Temperamental crisis…

Do You Know Why I Kept Staying?
I Kept Staying Even After Your Words,
That Cut Deep Through My Heart
Like Poisonous Thorns;
You Think I Am Weak Because I Stayed,
I Stayed Even After You Pushed Me
To The Edge Of A Mountain
Universe apart Between Us.
You Think I Stayed Even After
All the Hurt Then I Must Hate Myself
And I Must Need You.
I Stayed Because I Loved
And I Have Never Seen Anyone
Getting Convicted For That ;
But You Scarred An Already Broken Person
And I Have Never Seen Anyone
Getting Noble Prizes for That ;
Maybe Now You Can Understand That
What I Did Represented Me
And What You Did Represented You…

-Sylie

Happy place as Silver…

As I am turning 25( Silver), I feel it’s an end of an era and start of something new. I don’t think there would be any better opportunity to be Grateful for my time on Earth. The below is a piece of my heart that is an attempt to be grateful for the things that made me who I am right now. Thank you everyone I came across in life and thank you all for reading and supporting me…

I hope you enjoy it..

HAPPY PLACE IS…

# The Time In Satlasana Where My Mother Would Run Around Me To Stop Me From Eating Soil… Hehe

# The Slideshow Of Memories That Makes Me Feel Happy To Be Alive.

# The First Time I Discovered My Love For Dance.
# My Junior School Where I Pushed My Boundaries To Explore Myself.

# The Step I Took To Get Out Of My Comfort Zone.

# The Swing In My House That Handled My Acrobatics Which It Only Knows About.
# The Auto rickshaw In My Junior School And The Mischief With My Adorable Childhood Friends.

# The Time I Explored My Playful Side And Lost Myself.

# My Grandparents Place Where I Could Escape My Life.

# Pune City That Gave Me Most Harshest But Incredible Memories To Help Me Grow Tremendously.

# My Pink And Blue Blanket On A Winter’s Sunday Morning.

# Time I Earned Friends In Whom I Could Confide.
# Cooking For My Loved Ones.
# Sitting besides My Father In Car When He Tries To Sing Along With Me.
# My Alone time That Frees Me From Meaningless Worries.
#The Time I Earn A Baby’s Confidence And Comfort The Little One.
# The Time My Mother Is My Best Friend And I Am Her’s.
# The Ocean Beach On A Rainy Day.
# The Time I Fell In Love With A Beautiful And Loving Soul That Treats Me Like I Am Brand New Miracle every time .

# The Space With Music And Candles.
# The Pen And A Blank Page That Relieves Me From My Pain.

# Those Shortest Yet Most Significant 9 Hours With That Almost Angelic Person Who Helped Me To Lift Myself.
# When I Realized I Am Enough.
# When I am Content And Peaceful That’s Why
MY HAPPY PLACE IS “NOW”.

-Sylie