In the universe, on the planet,
on the continent,in the
most isolated city,
in the apartment,
on the bed.
Wide awake near 3am.
What do you imagine I feel,
Sad? Scared? Lonely?
I think it’s the singularity ,
The chaos of being
In this vast,
Not even try to define – ness
That’s what I feel.
Cure for being alone ?
I think alone is the antidote.
I am not longing
to reach anyone,
Coz I know no-one
That can be reached.
On a rainy day
With a gloomy way
I turn myself to you
As my heart wants me to…
On a rainy night
It’s a melancholy sight
I hold myself tight
As it is easier to hide the plight…
You were there when no one cared,
You saw my each and every breath,
You observed my each karma.
You stayed silent when I desperately wanted answers,
But you did answer my prayers when I was at the edge.
You saw me jumping off the cliff,
But made Falling an enriching experience.
I fell on my head and everything was blur for so long,
Then like a wave upward you brought me back to the surface,
Filling me with the persistence to swim.
I kept swimming till I reached a safe coast,
How can I be grateful for the struggles you gave me,
That showed me how your miracle works.
I saw you in the clouds, it was your bigger version,
And I realized how grand you are for me in real life.
I saw a ‘moon man’ playing with a baby,
He was more motherly than any women but more fun than any father can be.
I saw the ‘teddy pho’ on the clouds below, waving at me as I went by,
Maybe that’s some other life I have never explored before.
The ‘fairy mother’ was wearing black cloud but she looked more kind than any white,
I couldn’t stop seeing the different world on the clouds below;
Honestly I didn’t want to stop , I think,
I can go on forever like this,
as everything starting from you can’t ever be malicious for me…